When You Fall, You Just Fall

i took this notes from http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=95655034214&ref=nf
this note was made by one of my friend ,
and i like it so much ..

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I used to think too much, about this and that.. The pride, the risk, the chances, the opportunity, what should I do or what I shouldn't do, what should I say or what shouldn't I say, do I feel the same way..

Is this the perfect time for us? Is he what I really want? Am I the right girl for him? Will everything work out with our differences? Will his family okay with my condition? Am I ready to start a relationship?

All the this and that, consuming my mind with thoughts. No answer for all that, no solution..

But when u finally meet that someone..
In a very ordinary day, with ur simplest outfit, no preparation at all..
and out of nowhere, unexpectedly..

U just fall..

It doesn't matter about his skin color or his haircut, his favorite band or the fact that he's a gamer, he's a gadget freak or spend most of his time in the garage, he dance, he loves spring onion. (Just don't kiss me please after u eat it!)

He doesn't have to wear all the nice suits, all branded stuff, a nicely cut hair, expensive car. No.

But,
A perfect smile.
A nice laugh.
A warm eyes.
You.

And i just fall..

All of the sudden.. Those things which consume ur mind at 1st.. Is vanished.. Just like that..
U won't think too much of anything.. Or u will think differently I believe.. .)

U don't think.. U just do it.
U don't evaluate.. U just accept.
U don't analyze.. U just believe.
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Menerima apa adanya. Kata orang.

Some people say it silly.. Foolish..
Love.. Makes fool of the wise.
Makes the fool wise.

Love makes u do exceptional things.
Makes the world go round. Cliche I know.
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Don't analyze it or give a solution for it.
It can't be put in the table like that! It is not some logic matter like what u consume every day.

If I can and allow to choose.. I don't want it to be u..
If Juliet can choose and stop the feeling.. Romeo won't die and they won't be such a legend.

Why it has to be you?
I barely know u..

I don't wanna carry this feeling.. This stupidity that put a smile on my face if ur name appear in my screen. I don't wanna feel my heart beat so fast everytime ur around. Hahahahaha..
Please..

I don't want any of it.

But I just fall..

This is what I hate most, I just can't control it. And maybe.. 1 day I realize, that he's not the one. He's so childish or so cranky, so metro sexual, so demanding or whatever.

Time. Will. Tell. .)

And.. It tells me one thing now..
When u fall, it gives u courage.. Passion. Desire. You want to make things work, ure willing to compromise, ure willing to give, to change, to tolerate.
to fight!

U just fall..
And it gives u power to do that.. To think and act differently.



Love..is the irresistible desire, to be irresitably desired



Jeansisca.Kesuma