The Past.

Let's we be straight to the point.

 

any one of us.. Let me stretch it.. ANY ONE of US.. ever got hurt.

let say that you havent been in a relationship with someone else..

but i believe with all my confidence, you ever got hurt.

 

for whatever the reason is.

 

and then there is the past.

Yes, it is happened to me. many times.

also i got up for more times than i got hurt and got down.

that i got a though past times (not to mention and mention not to be care by you guys)

but i still stand still here.

 

and then there's a time that I realize,

we cant delete the moments we got with the people in our past or even now.

For what ever the moments are..

For what ever things happened between us and them..

For the goods and the bad..

That, those people got their own spot in our life and our heart.

And I believe, some people got that special spot.

that perhaps when you see something you remember it.

that you go to somewhere else and the memories come..
that you can open the memories again and again..

and no one needs to know it.. just you and your memories.

just you and your emotions and perhaps your smile.

That, those people has made your day A DAY.

has made some of your day is the best day you ever had.

or perhaps.. that people is ever become the best that you ever had..

or perhaps.. he/ she stills the best until now..?

in the other side..

we can choose who we want to be with

for now and even the future

and make the moreeee exclusive spot for them.

maybe you let someone in that exclusive spot

.. that you have belief he/ she will be another best thing in your life.

maybe your past still be the one..

maybe you still bring your past luggage to present time.

but please realize.

you live by now. not by your past.

there are still reasons that make you and those people cant be together until now.

some reasons..

that perhaps hurt you.. or to leave it there is the best you can do for the sake of his/ her life.

and for me?

no, i dont regret every single thing i ever had with my past.

yes, i do mistakes and i am sorry with it.

but, i am not regret for every things i ever done..

that it makes me more ME. :)

dont, please dont regret it.

just go with your present time and catch your future.

the past will be the past and be a history..

So, who are you think of when you read my blog?
What moments do you remember?
-- mind to call that person again? asking for his/ her life lately?

Love,
Agnes S.